How do I explain to my heart that you don’t feel the same way you used to feel, how do I explain to my heart that you don’t love me, because if u did u will give anything to be here by my side, but no is not like that..

Your heart doesn’t belong to me any more… and is so hard for me to realize that it doesn’t because I do love you with all my heart, and all this years with you haven’t been for nothing. I have learn to be a different person to be strong and to not let my self get down. How do face what I’m going thru. what I feel inside hurts me every minute and every day of my life..

 How come I make my life so complicated when is so easy to just let go and continue my journey…life has so much in store for me and why do I make myself blind not to see how beautiful it is. When am I going to realize that everything has just been a dream and that I’m the only one that’s truly been in love and not you. Why have I been so stupid? To be here and not have done anything for myself when you been out there doing what ever you pleased and I’m stuck in here in this four walls that don’t let me even breath. Day after day I have been wanted to be free. Free of everything that tides me up to you and even though I wish that a million times there is some thing inside of me telling do not let go..