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It's not easy at 2 am... I hear her cry and think "ughhhhhhh find your soother n go back to sleep im so tired"
and then I hear her cry "mummmmmmy... mummmmmmmmmmmy!!!"
and I pull my sleep mask off.... squint at the clock n see its a lil after 2AM n groan... shuffle outta bed n go to her door... open it n say "shhh shhh... come to mummy... come..." n hear little feet crawl down the bed.. hear little sniffles n whimpers in the pitch black... n finally there she is in my arms with a hug, little tears on her cheeks, and a hand twisted in my hair already.. so close together we are almost one person again... and in the dark.. I hear the whisper...." I lub you mummy..." *sniffle sniffle* and a kiss n sigh... n she is back to sleep almost on my hip as we crawl into bed n snuggle.....
sometimes she can't go back to sleep but most times she will...
and even tho it takes me a while to sleep again.. I listen to the little snores and contented sighs... and little 'sook sook sook sook' sound on n off of her soother... lol.. I sleep on n off, as little feet poke thru my ribs reminding me what it was like only so long ago but from the inside... and when I finally give up I leave her sleepin in my bed with my blanket and pillow... and with warm sleep drool all over my arm that is dead asleep from being under her 30lb body for 4 hours without moving....
it makes me appreciate what I have... when I could have nothing and even tho I am tired the next day... I look into those big blue eyes and see happiness... and think... "you're worth never sleeping properly ever again".....




 

We live in a world where reality
Depresses all emotions that live inside of me
Life can be so cruel but you make it easier
You picked me up when I was down
And now my feet's on solid ground

[B-SECTION:]
You can never tell someone too much
that you love them
You can never know when you go
That's why you tell them baby
You tell him that you love him

[HOOK:]
Baby how much can I tell you
That I love love love you
Baby how much can I tell you
That I love love love you

[VERSE 2:]
After all that we'd been through
I never thought I found someone who'd
Make me feel so good
I thank God for blessing me
For the opportunity
To be around someone like you
If everyone was like you
The world would be a better place yea

[B-SECTION:]
You can never tell someone too much
that you love them
You can never know when you go
That's why you tell them baby
You tell him that you love him

[HOOK:]
Baby how much can I tell you
That I love love love you
Baby how much can I tell you
That I love love love you

[BRIDGE:]
Baby we need to be strong
We'll keep love alive,
that's why I sing this song
For you
I'm gonna tell the world
I love you
 

Remembering this day, my darling Emily♥ who would have given breath to a new soul sometime this week. Instead was born asleep Christmas day 2007. Thinking of you lots this day, and missing you much everyday...

also too then of course thinking of your brother Adam♥ born asleep May 24 2006. Who would have given breath to new soul on December 17th 2006.

 

Your sister, Natalia ♥♥♥ and I and Daddy love you very much, and tho you are not here in flesh, you are always on my mind and in my heart.

 

 

Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world,
which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. 
I miss you like hell.  ~Edna St Vincent Millay

Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.  ~Lamartine

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you,
I could walk forever in my garden.  ~Claudia Ghandi

The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. 
~Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

 

I think about you constantly, whether it's with my mind or my heart.  ~Albany Bach Reid

I am tired, Beloved,
of chafing my heart against
the want of you;
of squeezing it into little inkdrops,
And posting it.
~Amy Lowell, "The Letter"

I dropped a tear in the ocean. 
The day you find it is the day I will stop missing you.  ~Author Unknown

Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure,
if I knew you were missing me too.  ~Author Unknown

I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long. 
If we're in each other's dreams, we can play together all night. 
~Bill Watterson, Calvin & Hobbes

~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~      ~♥~♥~♥~      ~♥~
 

 

love or money

beauty or health

wealth or fame

 

and if you could choose ONE only which one?? perfect love? unending wealth? everlasting fame? perfect health?

 

if you had to choose between ethics and friends what would you do?

 

if you had to choose between originality and hate OR love and following the crowd?

 

if you had to be another skin colour for one day how would you feel?

if you had to give up all your money for one week on the streets how would you survive?

if you had to be someone you're not to gain the love of family... could you?

 

 

tell me.....

 

 

went on the walking tour of old strathcona, learned alot of history and took many pix, uploaded the 6 most interesting... enjoy. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-mQoCZC_JI

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_Te89GvsSw&NR=1

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0j1PQ6bH6YU&feature=related

 

I CANNOT WAIT for this book to come out!! If you have not read a dark hunter novel from Sherrilyn Kenyon... you are missing out!!! I gobble the new ones when they come out in hours!

If you're into cursed Gods, Insane Goddesses, Sexy hot Dark Hunters.. if Daimons turn you on.. then these are the books for you!!

Pick up the first one, and eat them up in time for ACHERON 08/08/08!!

 

 

 

 

Poem to an Anonymous Fat Girl
by Brian Stuart

look at her;

look at this woman;

she is beautiful,

but she doesn't know;

you can tell she doesn't know;

it's in the way she carries herself;

she acts like she thinks she is

ugly;

she isn't;

this woman is beautiful,

and she doesn't know it;

how could she?

she has probably been told she's ugly

all her life;

she isn't though;

she's beautiful;

I doubt anyone has ever told her

that;

They are blinded as she is

to her beauty;

it isn't their fault;

they were always told that

this was ugly;

you can't blame them

for listening;

only a few people are able

not to listen;

i hope this woman finds a man

who will call her beautiful;

she deserves that.

...

every woman does.

Love Poem for a fat girl:

Of course I love you darling
You’re a bloody top Notch bird
And when I say you’re gorgeous
I mean every single word
So your bum is on the big side
I don’t mind a bit of flab
It means that when I’m ready
There’s somethin’ there to grab
So your belly isn’t flat no more
I tell you, I don’t care
So long as when I cuddle you
I can get my arms round there
I swear on my granny grave now
The moment that we met
I thought you was as good as
I was ever gonna get
No matter what you look like
I’ll always love you dear
Now shut up while the soccer’s on
And fetch me another beer
 
and finally MY FAVORITE:
 

Fat Girl

 BY  Princess

"Look at that FINE  dude with that fat  girl! What is he doing with her?"
Naw cow
the question is WHY THE heck
IS IT ANY OF YOUR BUSINESS?"
Get a good look! Yea that's right I'm a fat girl
But just because I'm fat does that mean I'm more less of a human in your world?
See baby doll you got it all wrong,
 yes I got a FINE man with a love so strong
that he doesn't go by superficial standards that the world has put on "Dime Piece"
In his eyes I'm his dime piece with my fat rear,
 I'm his fat girl with morals, self value, intelligence, and education.
So you need not be all in OUR situation
With your hateration about why he's with me
With your ignorant mentality that doesn't go beyond what the eye can see
Yes I'm a fat girl and proud of it! I love to eat and it shows
But yet and still I got a FINE MAN even with my jelly rolls
But why do you feel the need to comment or pass judgement on my relationship?
Is it because you a thin, skinny chick can't get a man as fine as mine?
Or is it because you're jealous that a fat girl
got a  warrior that you'd cut your right arm off just to have him LOOK your way?
So again I say
WHY THE heck
IS IT ANY OF YOUR BUSINESS?
Why or what he's with me for?
It just kills you that tho you're in eye view
 he doesn't turn his head or even notice you?
But it is I, ME, the FAT GIRL by his side on his arm
and because you're jealous you attempt to ring the fat girl alarm
Psssssh please! Miss me with that crud
and go head on about your business cause
 this FAT GIRL here will keep on with mine
With my fine and sexy man whom proudly beside ME he stands
So yea I'm a FAT GIRL with jelly roles, lack of a flat stomach,
and cellulite but at the end of the night
I'm happy with WHO and WHAT I am and really
 don't give a dang what YOU or people like you think about me
And comment on what you see
and what I be because reguardless of all that I got a man that loves me for me
The question is "Can You Say The Same?"
 

Since everyone has an oppinon...

Tell me what you think it means to LOVE.

Any level of love, any kind of love. What does it mean to you?

 

I will start:

I think there are several kinds of Love:

Puppy love: that first simple crush. so fresh so new so innocent. you are attracted to someone, your heart flutters, your face blushes, your tummy tightens and you smile uncontrolably. You think about the person all the time.

 

Deep Love: a love that has mellowed thru the years. A feeling that has mellowed out thru the years. where you care for someone deeply and are intimately connected to them emotionally. You have an intimate understanding of eachother and are comfortable in it.

 

Forbidden Love: an attraction you cannot help even tho you know it is not approved by society. A man for a man, woman for woman, or an age difference, or something else taboo. You keep your feelings secret from everyone but eachother. You wish everyday that your relationship was acceptible. secret looks, secret notes and always a feeling of intrigue.... an excitement.

 

Love for a child:  an innocent eternally binding love. Unconditional in feeling, strength, time and space. knows no boundries. Can be felt with a look or touch. So sweet and pure.

 

Love for a tangible Item: it makes you smile when you think of it. When you are with it the joy of it is immediate and intense. Does not last long. can be fleeting... can change... outside factors can have an impact on it.

Physical Love: the act of loving, using body parts... hehe. Cant get any more in detail then that... without being banned :-P

 

these  are MY definitions of Love.  This is how I have experienced them. You might agree , you might not.... but I'd love to hear all oppinions .. look forward to hearing from you.

 

T is for always Thinking of you

H is for Heart, yours n mine too

L is for an emotion you say you dont feel

A is for always and that much is real.

 

Y is for You, so special to me

A is for Anything, what I'd give to be

 

G is for Gift,( and thank you for HER )

W is for Wish, What I want? You and me...

A nd

N is for Never as in Never ment to be....(*sigh*)

T is for wishing to hold you so Tight.

A is for always... it feels so right....

 

K is for KISS

A nd

K ISS you I would....

E is for Evening..in my dreams I see you....

M is for Miss you, which always I do....

A is for ABSURD, which I know this poem is...

(but you see the message, so there's nothing amiss)

 

 

 

if I say I wrote it last minute in a hurry but with full intentions.. does it make it a little bit better??? :-)