"Best I Ever Had"

Now I know I messed up bad
You were the best I ever had
I let you down in the worst way
It hurts me every single day
I'm dying to let you know

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend

So many things I would take back
You were the best I ever had
I don't blame you for hating me
I didn't mean to make you leave

You and I were living like a love song
I feel so bad, I feel so bad that you're gone
Now I know you're the only one that I want
I want you back, I want you

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
You were the best I ever had

We fell in love for a reason
Now you're leaving
And I just want you back
So many things we believed in
Now you're leaving and words won't bring you back
I'll never let go of the heart I broke

You and I were living like a love song
Now I know you're the only one that I want
I want you back, I want you

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
You were the best I ever had

I can't believe that I threw away all our dreams
I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to me
I feel so bad, I feel so bad
You were the best I ever had
I can't believe that I threw away all our dreams
I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to me
I feel so bad, I feel so bad
You were,
You were the best I ever had
 

THIS IS SPAM!! STOP SENDING TO ME AND STOP FALLIN FOR IT
 

if you click the link it takes you to a BBC news story dated SEPTEMBER 2001!!! omfg ppl, READ STUFF.... dont fall for crap!!
geeeeeeeeeeeeze

if ever you get an email that says send it on or else blah blah blah.. it is SPAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
and it wants you to SPAM your friends.... cmon ppl... think bout it
besides if msn DOES shut down??? omfg, we have facebook, ICQ, Skype, yahoo,google chat... like really... who gives a crap....


VVVVVV IT IS SOOOOOOOOOOOO chainmail.... omfg

please don't delete this message because this is not chain mail.





Hey it is tara and john the directors of MSN, sorry for the interruption but
msn is closing down. this is because too many inconsiderate people are
taking up all the name (ex: making up lots of different accounts for just one
person), we only have 578 names left. If you would like to close your
account, DO NOT SEND THIS MESSAGE ON. If you would like to keep your
account, then SEND THIS MESSAGE TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST. This is no
joke, we will be shutting down the servers. Send it on, thanks. WHO EVER
DOES NOT SEND THIS MESSAGE, YOUR ACCOUNT WILL BE CLOSED AND YOU WILL COST
10.00 A MONTH TO USE. SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST. NOW YOU
KNOW WHAT TO DO. PLEASE DO NOT FORWARD THIS or REPLAY. COPY THE WHOLE EMAIL.
GO BACK TO YOUR INBOX AND CLICK ON NEW. AND PASTE THANK YOU FOR YOUR
ATTENTION. It's no joke if you don't believe me then go to the site
(http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/business/1189119.stm ) and see for yourself.
Anyways once you've sent this message to at least 18 contacts, your msn dude
will become blue.


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THANK YOU FOR YOUR ATTENTION...


so ... did your lil msn "dude" turn blue??? bet not...
next time you wanna forward something that looks so legit as to cause you panic?? type in the headline to google n see if its a HOAX or not first.. .it might just save you from looking stupid.......
 
(also notable: the copcar fakes, the phone things, the PIN number for your bank card, the airfreshners, and all the other stupid pass them on to everyone or else stupid crud...)
 
ok thats my rant, thanks 

Jeff is at home now recovering, doing well. He sleeps on n off n wanders the night still, but it's nice to be in his own bed.

I sleep in the spare room, so i can get some sleep.... as he is often up n down all nite.

He is eating well, and says things are starting to taste better.

We go test his INR levels tomorrow ( blood thinner levels) to see if everything is doing good there.

He will return to work probly by August 1.

and then I will be here more often again.

Hugz to all my friends and thank you for all the nice notes in the inbox :-)

take care!!

Lisa

 

Friends, please light a candle for my husband who goes for open heart surgery to replace his mitral valve and repair his tricuspid valve on Wednesday June 4th at 7AM MST ( 2pm GMT )

I know alot of you are keeping me and our daughter Tilly (Natalia) in your thoughts and prayers and it is much appreciated. Thank you, and I will let everyone know how it goes as soon as I can :-) 

xxooxx

Lisa Michelle

(pink_RAZR, Nutmeg, LisaMF, LisaMichelle)

 

For alot on here it won't be a surprise, my Husband is going for heart surgery June 4th. So I won't be on much for the next 8 weeks or so til he is recovered.  For the first week I probly won't be on at all, simply because I will be with him at the hospital. Then the following weeks I will be home but taking care of him while he gets better faster and stronger once again. SO, I didn't want some friends or people to wonder or anything, so Now ya know.

I took comments off my blog a long time ago, so you can't leave me a message this way, and I can't put my email because that would be plain stupid, SO I turned inboxes back on in here, if you need to leave me a message, or w/e just contact me thru the gamedesire inbox service.

Sorry. I know we have separate computers now but with how busy it will be.... I can't say how often I will be here to see anyone or to check messages. But I know alot of thoughts and prayers go with me, and thank you for that, and so, to most of you, Have a Nice Summer, and see you near the fall.

xxxoooxxx

Lisa Michelle ♥

 

When I  could see

I was blind to you

When I could feel

I was senseless in action

When I could touch

I was numb to your touch

When I could hear

I was deaf to your words

 

And now that all this is gone…

I wish for one last day.

   

That shouldn’t matter”

“It’s the inside that counts”

Hollow words with no meaning

Things you say just to be nice

Things you say to cover the truth

That you too think that I am inadequate

Pretty eyes wasted on an ugly face

Sweet voice wasted on an ugly shape

Puckered lips wasted on an ugly smile

Hair in strings

Breasts that sag

Hips too large

Blemished face

A thousand things wrong with me

A hundred more I cannot fix

Wise eyes with a stupid mind

Heart that wants to try

Soul that cannot commit

Trapped inside a lazy being

Screaming that those words…..

Should be true and not empty

 

But if they were?

If they truly meant the things they represent

Maybe there wouldn’t be people like me

….Or people like you

 

With blind eyes that never open

I want you to finally see

 

With silent mouth that never screams

I want you to finally speak

 

With broken heart that never bleeds

I want you to finally feel

 

Maybe the day that you finally realize

I am all you need

I will be gone.