So, now three pairs of friends of mine are fighting ( n no not in here ... in real life)
and I've insulted my husband's best friend's VERY pregnant wife.....
and I am plagued lately by utter nonsensical dreams and horrid nightmares....
Since I can't call my friends by their names... I will call each of them appropriate AKA names
first pair is Dick & Jane.
Dick and Jane used to be totally best friends to me and to eachother. We would have awesome times hanging as friends at parties and events. We planned to go to this one event together. Dick & I approached Jane on it n she neither gave a yes or no answer. It was something she was totally interested in... the day came? and she did not show, she had told me only if she was gonna show she would call me... she never called. Dick came to pick me up and said kk, where's Jane... Jane's not coming I said.. he asked why and I said, well she never said yes... he said she never said no either, and I had my heart set on this and she blew me off.. im hurt and P-d off! .. he ranted n raved in his hurt for the rest of the nite, even tho we had a totally good time at our seminar. It continued online unbeknownst to me, on facebook chats n walls... became an all out war of words. Til last weekend, while I was at chuck e cheese with Natalia the Husband of Jane called n said give me Dick's number cuz he made my wife bawl hysterically upstairs, I'm gonna give him what for. Since I couldnmt give out the number.. I said I would contact him... so then the Husband and Dick went at it thru facebook, and had a big war of words.. and now it is so bad, that they are big time "beat you up if ever I see you again" enemies...
best yet?? Jane & Dick are godparents to my lil girl...
they need to be at all her functions... and as my best friends I expect them to be at all of mine...
and now I'm throwing a BBQ for my hubby to return to work... neither will coem because the other will be there,...
Second Pair: Cain & Abel. Cain and Abel grew up together almost like brothers... until me. I was the divide n conquer... i guess. Now after 20 yrs of relationship... they are packing it in.. why?? because I cannot get along with Abel's girlfriend. A girlfriend I might add said to me while I was pregnant in November... " I hope that you miscarry the retarded ugly chimp inside you as you are too fat n stupid to have children, just look at the retarded and hidious f-d up cabbage patch doll you have already for a daughter for an example" ... she means Natalia is an ugly retarded cabbage patch doll.. ( for those of you not having seen my daughter.. go look... does she appear that to you??? ) so sure enough once something is put out into the atmosphere as a wish, Karma takes it and runs with it in my belief... and I miscarried during Christmas. She further taunted me by sending me a nice inbox in facebook to say: glad you lost it... you were already too fat you really couldnt afford to raise two retards and gain the baby weight." YA shes a NICE person...
so now I am accused of forcing my CULTISH beleifs onto Cain and therefore turning him against Abel. I killed Abel's girlfriends father by wishing Justice on her for what she wished on me. ( He died last month of Diabetes he was hiding from his family) and that I'm 200lbs overweight so THATS why I lost both my babies. ( I got pregnant with one 6 weeks after Nat was born and THATS why it failed, and the second one? Yes, my sugars were too high) So, now Cain and Abel are thru after 20yrs because of me.
Third: Adam Ever and Lilith... .Adam and Lilith used to date, for many years they dated, then Adam got bored, and found Eve. He liked her better ( and I have to admit Lilith was a smidgy abusive to poor Adam) So he left Lilith and moved in with Eve. I cannot invite Eve and Lilith to be at the same parties.. why??? cuz they openly admit that even tho this happened 3 years ago already that they will beat the ever lovin SNOToutta eachother. So now when I have parties, they all want to attend, but not if the other will be there.. so i invite one of the other and then wait for the first to tell me ya or nay before inviting the other. Problem?? the first one will wait til the NIGHT OF my party to tell me yay or nay, forcing a LAST MINUTE invite to the other. and yes its on purpose.
Last?? I read the status of my hubby best friend. She is VERY PREGNANT, it said : I wish I had a maid!!! ... so being that one of my best friends works for a local maid service? I hired exactly that as a pre shower gift. She was absolutely insulted... so now I am in tears, thinking I wanted to do something nice.. and well it was a disaster as usual.
I am up constantly these days with nightmares of my daughter going missing, being sick, getting hurt... forgetting her in places... I drempt last nite that I was pinned to a table and pieces of my body randomly split open.. I saw the inside of my toe in vivid detail and HEARD it even slowly rip open... I even felt the PAIN of it doing so.. they are horrible...
I wish I had a magic Wand and could wave it n make EVERY little thing better for all my friends...
*sigh*
just had to talk to someone... so it had to be you... all the other friends?? are busy fighting
