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**(JEMSKI)**
**(JEMSKI)**   
THE ONLY THING I WANT IS 4U 2BE HAPPY WHETHER IT BE WITH ME,OR WITHOUT ME I JUST WANT U 2BE HAPPY...
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Name:**(JEM)**City:from-RED WORLD
Surname:--- (no hand)Relationship status:it's complicated
Birthday:1984-06-17Interested in:women
men
Sex:femaleLooking for:friendship
dating
relationship
entertainment
Contact
My website:jem-cyque.imeem.com
Favourite website:gamedesire.com
Games activity
Last game:Pool 8
13 jam 13 minit lepas		joined:14/03/2009 22:12:13 WITA (UTC+8H)
265 hari 13 jam lepas
Account balance:396.140 cip permainan
Something about me
About me:
I want to cry
I want to scream
I want to tell you mostly
I hate that I'm so afraid of everything
I hate that you’re the one thing I want the most but can't have
I hate that you let me go before I got even got to say goodbye
I wish that you would come back to me
I wish I were strong enough to say no to you
I wish I could believe my own lies I use to cover up the pain you left
I need to move on says my head
I need to hold on says my heart
I need to decide says my mind
I envy the way this hasn’t hurt you at all
I envy her
I envy the fact you don’t understand what this feels like at all
I want to hurt you
I want to be with you
I want this nightmare to be over
I wish I could make things they were before you
I wish I could change time
I wish I could change you
I wish I could have hurt you before you hurt me
I wish I would have given you the letter when I wanted
I need you out of my thoughts
I need you out of my heart
I need to start doing things for me
I hate that you used me
I hate that I gave you something I can never have back
I hate that I wasted it with you
I'm tired of hoping aimlessly for you
I'm tired of wanting something I can't have
I'm tired of hurting me for things that aren’t my fault
I'm sorry I was good enough
I'm sorry I defended you when everyone else was right
I'm sorry I couldn’t make you happy
Funny though how you never once said sorry for hurting me,
for breaking me,
for not loving me.
Interests:
I LOVE TENNIS, SWIMMING,BASEBALL,VOLLEYBALL,PAINTING,SINGING,PLAYING GUITAR,BILLIARD,DRAWING.DIGITAL PAINTING.What I like the most about drawing is to take on a new challange and to learn how to draw all shapes and colors in the grey scale.
It's not about making it look like a photo. I like the illusion of the photorealism a drawing can make but you should still be able to see that it's made by pencil.
Favorite movies:
RESIDENT EVIL,TOM RAIDER,UNDER WORLD
Favorite music:
'CHASING CARS'--by:snow patrol

We'll do it all, everything, on our own
We don't need anything or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world

I don't quite know how to say how I feel
Those three words are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
to remind me
to find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
I just know that these things
Will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world..
Favorite books:
Pain is like black paint, on this broken heart.
It sounds like a scream beside your ear,
And tastes of hot and salty tears that run down your face and lips.
Then fall. The smell of salt and water put together.
And the sight of a sweaty red reflection in the mirror.
The feel of this pain is like rejection of your sweet protection.
Things I like:
Love.Is that what I crave?
If it is, then why can't I find it?
Hate. Does that mean anger?
If it does, then why do I feel hollow?
Pain. Does that mean suffering?
If it does, then why does it feel comforting?
Memories. Are they not images of the past?
If they are, why is there only shadows?
Smiles. Does that mean happiness?
If it does, then why does it hurt?
Life. What does it mean?
Should it mean any of these things?
If it doesn't, then why are they there?
Things I don't like:
(This poem is just about me wanting friends and wanting the stuff that people say to me to go away. )

I don't understand
I don't understand why everyone hates me. Why do you dislike me.Why every time i am alone do I burst into tears thinking about my life. I don't understand why everyone hates me. I try talking about it but every time I do it doesn't help. You ignore me you don't care. I do. When will you stop and think that maybe for one second how I feel. if I was dead would you understand would you like me and say to yourself she wasn't half as bad as I made her out to be. You may think there just words but it hurts. I don't understand I want to die when you say those things. You may think I don't hear what goes on when i am not around but I do. I hear everything. and it hurts. I know you want me to leave and die and you wish I never came to this town but why. give me a good reason why. i don't understand anymore and I never will.
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'YOUR EYES'

01/12/2009
Guess you can call it paranoia
But can you see
How I'm hurting
Beneath me
How do I cross over
When I'm falling deep
In the water
That's drowning me
It's times like this I can't pass
But it's something about you

Your brown eyes
Hide away all the lies
Those puppy eyes
Lead me away
They leave my heart
Knotted in ties
They give my stomach
Little black butterflies
Your brown eyes

It's okay
You can tell me
I promise I won't judge
I can cope now
I can agree now
Why you kept this from me
Everything will be okay
You just need to let me see
I can help with anything you need
But please don't lie to me

Your brown eyes
Hide away all the lies
Those puppy eyes
Lead me away
They leave my heart
Knotted in ties
They give my stomach
Little black butterflies
Your brown
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  • T*W*I*N*Y2 hari 18 jam lepas
    hi jem

  • Fadimee2883 hari 12 jam lepas
    :*

  • **rach**3 hari 13 jam lepas
    hun plz change ur pic it makes me feel so bad ever time i see it love ya

  • **rach**3 hari 13 jam lepas
    love u more then ever goodnight hun

  • **rach**3 hari 13 jam lepas
    i love u forever my beautiful babe xoxoxoxoxo

  • lollipopx2z5 hari lepas
    hi jemmie, thanks for the beautiful flower hope you are ok take care and love ya, mom

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  • happy135796 hari 13 jam lepas
    jemski? :)

  • jane40t6 hari 14 jam lepas
    awwwwww thanks Jem pretty :D

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