Gamedesire

Within my heart,
Within my soul,
Your selfish actions
Took their toll.

I built my walls.
I closed my doors.
You took from me,
What wasn’t yours.

Upon myself,
I placed the blame.
I led a life,
You filled with shame.

I thought for sure,
I must have sinned.
I buried it all
Deep within.

A childhood lost,
To all the pain,
You placed on me
For your own gain.

There was less laughter.
I hardly cried.
I tried to forget.
I felt, I died.

Though, the years
Have passed me by,
What you have done,
I no longer deny.

The time has come.
I, now, can see,
To let my heart
And soul be free.

Upon you now,
I place this blame.
It is not I,
Who bears this shame.

It is my childhood,
I must reclaim.
My life can never
Remain the same.

Now I see,
All you have done.
My life’s healing
Has just begun.

Though my journey,
May be long and rough,
Because of you,
I am now tough.

Tear down my walls
And open my doors.
The power is mine.
It no longer is yours.

Into my heart,
Love can now flow,
As pure as it should be,
As pure as the snow.

Where there was once darkness,
There is now light.
My life is changing,
To my hearts delight.

For once in my life,
I feel whole.
I can love with my heart.
I’ve reclaimed my soul.

Tracey