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If this world is wearing thin And you're thinking of escape I'll go anywhere with you Just wrap me up in chains But if you try to go alone Don't think I'll understand
In the silence of your room In the darkness of your dreams You must only think of me There can be no in between When your pride is on the floor I'll make you beg for more
You'd better hope and pray That you make it safe Back to your own world You'd better hope and pray That you'll wake one day In your own world Cause when you sleep at night They don't hear your cries In your own world Only time will tell If you can break the spell Back in your own world
Posted at 2008-10-09 18:11:15 PST(UTC-8H) Comments(0) | Permanent link
It's another night in hell Another child won't live to tell Can you imagine what it's like to starve to death
And as we sit free and well Another soldier has to yell Tell my wife and children that I love them In his last breath
C'mon now amen, amen, amen
Habitual offenders Scumbag lawyers with agendas I'll tell you sometimes people I don't know whats worse Natural disasters or these wolves in sheep clothes pastors Now God d**n it I'm scared to send my children to church And how can we seek salvation when our nation's race relations Got me feeling guilty of being white Put faith in human nature, our Creator, and our Savior I'm no saint but I believe in what's right
C'mon now amen, amen I said amen, amen
Stop pointing fingers and take some blame Pull your future away from the flame Open up your mind and start to live Stop short changing your neighbors Living off handouts and favors And maybe give a little bit more than you got to give
Simplify, testify, identify, rectify And if I get high stop being so uptight It's only human nature and I am not a stranger So baby won't you stay with me tonight
When a calls away to break the sound I'm faden down, I need someone Oh to be someone They just sinken down, and holden back I hold the dawn and run They don't save a child Oh, to save a child
It's a matter of salvation from them patiently up above So don't give up so d**n easy on the one you love, one you love Somewhere you got a brother, sister, friend, grandmother, niece or nephew Just dying to be with you You know there's someone out there who unconditionally Religiously loves you So just hold on cause you know it's true And if you can take the pain Then you can withstand anything, and one day Stand hand and hand with the truth
I can't escape this hell So many times i've tried But i'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal (This animal, this animal)
I can't escape myself (I can't escape myself) So many times i've lied (So many times i've lied) But there's still rage inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal
Somebody help me through this nightmare I can't control myself Somebody wake me from this nightmare I can't escape this hell
(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)
So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal (This animal I have become)
Met a girl, thought she was grand Fell in love found out first hand Went well for a week or two Then it all came unglued In a trap trip I can't grip never thought I'd be the one who'd slip then I started to realize I was livin' one big lie Chorus: She f*n' hates me Trust She f*in' hates me La la la love I tried too hard and she tore my feelings like I had none and ripped them away She was queen for about an hour After that, crap got sour She took all I ever had No sign of guilt no feelin bad no In a trap trip I can't grip Neva thought I'd be the one who'd slip Then I started to realize I was livin' one big lie Chorus That's my story, as you see Learned my lesson and so did she Now it's over, and I'm glad 'Cause I'm a fool for all I've said Chorus La la la la la la la la la luv Trust la la la la la la la la la luv Trust la la la la la la la la la luv And she tore my feelin's Like I had none la la la la la la la la la luv Trust She f*in' hates me!!
Posted at 2008-09-12 21:55:56 PST(UTC-8H) Comments(0) | Permanent link
Demons kick their way into my head, spinning and laughing. Senses are dead. I cringe at their timing. They giggle and pinch me, their evil nails digging into my flesh. I twist away, retching, coughing up vomit colored blood, dying. Hanging up here on this hook is no easy task, so here I swing, being tortured, swallowed up by the great escape. I see no other background besides the green steel wall, leering above the piles of destruction left by my tormentors...
Lost How can this be? How can I survive, when all I want to do is die.
I need you but can’t tell you I’m down. so afraid of loosing you. Too afraid to live, to love, to let anyone in.
Can’t see my beginning, can’t see my ending. Feel like I am blind, walking in a black never ending tunnel of despair.
Want to end it all, but too tired and numb to care. I feel you somewhere at the end of the long tunnel, but don’t know how to get there.
Dark, cold, black, tranquil….It calls to me like an old friend.The darkness should frighten me…Run, flee, far away from the evil one.My legs are filled with lead.I remain, knowing what is ahead.Too weak to fight,Relinquishment.Finally, it comes.Tender arms engulfing me,Floating, no pain.No light.No sound.Nothingness.Peace…….at last.A day? A week?How long this time?When will I be set free?Unrestrained to feel,To pursue the happiness…..Just beyond my reach.The pain is too great,The attraction too strong.
My narcotic from the world.
Afraid The blood of hate stains my hands But it is only a reflection. I am the object of their hate, Their reason. I reach for your gentle hand, But I can no longer grab it. Swallowed by my own fear, loneliness, I lose all grip on reality. I fall deeper into darkness. I cannot get out. I cannot free myself. I yell out your name, But my voice is drowned out by my thoughts, Welcoming the darkness. As soon as I lose hope, You are there to guide me back from the darkness. They are fighting again, two sides fighting over me. I look to my hands, Seeing the reflection of hate once more. I scream out for peace... But they only mock me and lock me away. From my glass cage, I watch the world around me. I want to be a part of the world, But they look at me like a freak. Is there something truely wrong with me? Or is there something wrong with the world? Afraid to speak, Afraid to be.
Red The color red blinds my vision, The blood of hate is not a reflection anymore... The blood is not my own. I cannot kill with one in the crossfire... I cannot punish one to punish another. I look in the mirror, seeing you. You guide my punishing hand- No more. I will not allow you to guide me, I will not allow you to make me Like you. Closing my eyes, The anger washes over me Like red, red water. I do not like what I see, I do not want to see red. Who can free me from my own hate... Me.
Chaos Insanity... Chaos... Those are words that describe my mind. I cannot think when you ask me what I think. I cannot see when you ask me what I see. I cannot speak when you ask me to speak. You are the one responsible for the ruins, You are blind and deaf, Your mouth speaking for your eyes and ears When your mouth cannot see what your eyes can And cannot hear what your ears can. Your mouth cannot see what you are doing to me And your mouth cannot hear your own words. How do you expect me to think When you try to think for me, Planting things into my mind that I dig up. The roses of my thoughts are choked by your weeds, I cannot breathe. I want to curl up and think of nothing. Darkness encompass me, So that I may never see what you do to me. Loneliness take hold of me, So that I may never need another. Afraid to think... Afraid to speak...
Shadow Who am I kidding... No one needs me. I'm tired of thinking about everyone else And never having anyone think about me. I'm tired of being here for everyone When they need someone And having those same people turn their back on me When I need help the most. It's killing me inside. I can't continue on like this. I'm only a small shadow Of the person I used to be. I'm cold and broken. I want to think about myself, But to do so would be selfish. I can't protest, Or I will be selfcentered... What am I supposed to do?
Mistake As I sit here... Waiting for the song to end, I think about everything I've been through: How could I still be living? The pain, The tears... The hate, The blood. How could I ihave been so stupid? I shouldn't trust anyone: That's the mistake I made. The more I trust, The more the pain comes... The more I live, The more the hate burns. I can no longer see my path, Blinded by tears and blood. I reach my hand out to feel for anyone... Anything... No one is there. I am alone. Please do not leave me here to die... I don't want to die alone...
Posted at 2008-09-04 16:02:10 PST(UTC-8H) Comments(0) | Permanent link
I look into my mirror I try so hard to see the real me I bury my reality in my cloak in my sexuality
Right now I am so afraid again I cry myself to sleep I am truly lost perhaps too late to wonder the dirt packs my grave my tears have made my mud a concrete prison sealing my every dream my every hope my every prayer muffling my cries beneath this crushing layer
I know what it feels like to be alone I know true lonliness I am so sad tonight too weak to fight yet here I lie but I cannot die
Struggling to find a reason to find my self please God I pray tonight give me the strength to fight If it weren't for the few friends I know I would lie breathless here below. . .
Posted at 2008-08-10 19:30:37 PST(UTC-8H) Comments(0) | Permanent link
SHY WHA EVA I DID TELL ME? Don't just leave like pinkers if i did sumpin i wish yu tell me shy becuz i donno wha i did to have yu delete me unless yu tell me .i been nice an everythang i can fix this yur my only true friend shy and friends don do this to each other and i don care who sees me begging yu .cuz yur my best friend my only friend and worth it i don care about my pride i care about yu shy so please answer me im begging yu ..YUR AL I HAVE SHY
Posted at 2008-08-10 08:45:21 PST(UTC-8H) Comments(0) | Permanent link
You don’t know how to know me, But yet you wanna judge me. You don’t know what to say to me, But a lot to say about me. It’s time to change the course we’re on, And focus on a future plan.
We haffi fight, together Strive, forever, Naw, go unda, Nuh care, the weatha. We haffi strive, togetha, Work, with each other, Naw, go unda Nuh care what the weatha.
You don’t now how to reach out for a helping hand, Yet you know to burn your bridges. You don’t know how to live in love, Although you’re building so much hatred. You’re asking for some pity But still you’re acting like some bully Somebody please tell me why, Why oh why? Why we’ve succumb to this life time
Album – Forever Title – Strive
Posted at 2008-08-09 05:26:50 PST(UTC-8H) Comments(0) | Permanent link
