I find it unbelievable last night I got a call from my cousin, and she has the same kind of cancer my nephew has been dealing with for years. I wonder if I am being tested. I thought I was doing rather well holding myself together after finding out my nephew has a relapse and losing my friend Marie just before Thanksgiving, but now my favorite cousin is facing cancer too. I do not know how much more I can take before I shatter.
I am not feeling very jolly, but at least I am not crying every night so I guess I am holding my own. I hope everyone else is having a nice holiday season, and will have a wonderful new year.
I got my new coat I ordered the other day and it seems to have some kind of chemical smell to it. I washed it thinking it was the sizing in it, but it did not come out. I have sent an email to the company I ordered it from to see what they say about the smell. I woke up this morning to find my cable provider has moved one of my favorite channels into a higher priced packet. It is so frustrating the make me take channels I do not watch or want and take away one I watch every day.
I hope next year will be better. Could not be worse could it?
