THE WINDS OF CHANGE HAVE BLOWN IN A FOUL WIND , and I have dropped into a part of my personality even I do not like. There are reasons, but do not ask me what they are I will not tell you. Just know you may all want to stay clear of me for a while cause I am in a frame of mind I have not been in for a few years, and no one needs to be exposed to me when I am like this. I am in a very dark part of my mind where even I am scared to go and when I am here no one is safe near me. I was told I am being paranoid to which I pointed out that it is not paranoia if people REALLY ARE out to get you. Thing is when I am like this I do not care anymore. Nothing that was important to me has any value to this part of my personality. So everyone do yourselves a favor and just stand clear of me for a while. MAYBE I WILL RETURN TO MY REAL SELF SOMEDAY, and if I do not those that love me will be better off without me cause who I am now is not the person they love.
I am trying to keep my mind on that quote: Those that would make you cry are not worthy of your tears and those that are worthy would never make you cry. Or maybe this quote is more appropriate: A man is only as good as his word.
I am sure there are those who will not like what I have to say I DO NOT GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE. Like it do not like it I just do not care. But if you do not like what I have to say KEEP IT TO YOURSELVES! BECAUSE I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR IT. AND HAVE NO PROBLEM DELETING STUFF I DO NOT WANT ON MY BLOG.
