jane_and.the_dragon

 
joined: 2014-04-15
Worry about your character, not your reputation. Your character is who you are, your reputation is who people think you are. ht
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WORN OUT AND USED UP

     Have you ever felt like you were all worn out and used up to the point where your give a damn has actually got up and left?   

     Here lately I am getting to the point where I am starting to not care about anything that used to mean so much to me.   I have been so depressed all summer long and it is getting worse by the day.   It is getting to the point where I can not even have a peaceful evening at home just watching tv alone with my thoughts.   I am so tired of everyone trying to drag me into other peoples drama.   I was nearly asleep tonight when the phone rang.   I was only on the phone for a few minutes when a second call came in over top the first one.   The ironic thing is none of this really has anything to do with me.  I wish people would just learn how to solve some of their own problems.

     It has been a long depressing summer, and tonight did not help.   I just loveeeeeee how people make excuses for other peoples behavior and their not doing what they should be doing.  

     Someone had a sign up on their status one time it said NEVER PUSH A LOYAL PERSON UNTILL THEY NO LONGER GIVE A DAMN.   I think this is good advice.   I myself am very loyal to my friends, but this summer has taken a toll on me it started in March  when someone I cared a lot about just disappeared from my life without a good bye.   It went down hill from there a large part of  my support net has dropped out of me this summer, and I have been trying to hold things together, but I feel like everything is unraveling and I am falling apart.    I have done my best all summer to hold everyone and everything together I just wonder if there will be anyone there to put me back together when there is nothing left of me but rags.