We all have many sides to our personality. Some most people on the outside never see, but they are there below the skin waiting to get out. I am no different I have many layer to my personality. There are many things that can trigger a change in my personality that the world sees. The part I try to keep head that is creeping out today is my paranoia. Thing is most of my paranoia stems from things that really happened to me in the past that I am afraid will happen again. I have that ( THEY'RE OUT TO GET ME FEELING.) You all have had them from time to time I am sure. What makes mine more intense is I just found out someone has been either making up things about me or assuming things about me either way it is not true.
What sucks is when you are penalized for what someone else assumes or
for a lie told on you by someone that was believed. It is hard not to
be a little paranoid when you have never been anything but truthful and
loyal and suddenly you are seen as having divided interests when you do
not.
There is another side of me that few see a mean,
vengeful, jealous side of me that I try to keep deep inside, but I know
it is there waiting to break out and level those that hurt me. This
side is truly evil and does not care who it hurts even it I hurt
myself. Sure I am sorry later for what I did when I come back to my real self, but the damage is done by then.
One thing about me though is I never lie about things I really do. If
I say directly I DID NOT DO IT! Then you can bet your last penny on
the fact I did not do it. The thing is I need to say those words not
something YOU THINK means the same.
What people do not realize
is nearly every sentence on the planet can be open to at least 2
different interpretations, and what you think someone meant may be a
million miles from what they really meant. When in doubt always ask
Did you mean and follow it by what YOU thought they meant. If you are
wrong they will correct you and they you will know what was really
meant. Problem with today's world is so few people actually take the
time to truly understand someone else. They hear MOST OF the words
someone says then they make up what they thought was on that persons mind. NEWS FLASH only one brain to a head. It is NEARLY impossible to know what someone is thinking unless they tell you.
jane_and.the_dragon
joined:
Worry about your character, not your reputation. Your character is who you are, your reputation is who people think you are.
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