GAMEDESIRE
Witam miłych ludzi, chcę życzyć szczęśliwego weekendu, wraz ze wszystkimi swoimi bliskimi, pocałunki!!
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I just saw on my home page that the people arming because they are afraid a civil war may start with the swearing in of the new president. Seriously I think EVERYONE ON ALL SIDES need to take a step back, count to ten and then take a few deep breaths. After that I think they ALL really need to look at what they are doing and what they may start if they try anything stupid and pointless. I can not help remembering a line from M*A*S*H I do not remember the exact quote, but it went something like " What good is it to win a war, if you destroy your home doing it." Way i see it is if you are a true American and a believer in the our government, at this point you need to just calm down and trust in the process that it will all work out. BRIGHT SIDE: even if it does not we get to do it all over again in 4 years lol. So calm down, and saver the country by not destroying it.WHAT IS GOING ON ?
What is going on with the mail service in this country today? In the past month I have had 2 bill payments not show up at the companies to which I issued them. My neighbor was told by her mail man that he put her package in a locked parcel box and put the key in her locked mail box, but when she opened it no package. What irritates me is the one bill payment that went missing was to a company that has not received my payments in the past after I sent them. Ironic thing is after I reissued the payment the original one showed up and was credited to my account too. I do not know what is going on with the mail service in this country, but I wish they would sort it out. Before any of you suggest electronic pay may I point out when you put all that info on line it makes it easier for crooks to get hold of your info. I spent my whole life building good credit and I really do not want it messed up at this time in my life. I think the postal service should get things sorted out so it runs correctly. While I am at it i REALLLLLLLLLLY HATE this thing of throwing packages on you porch and not even knocking on the door before they run back to their trucks. I get it if they do not want face to face contact with the houses they are delivering too, but they should at least knock so people know to look for packages thrown on their porches.I think it would be really cool if someone would invent a box to put the parcels in that would ring a bell inside the house to let the owner know a delivery had been made. It would also be cool if it was unlocked till the delivery person put the package inside and pushed a button on it to lock it so it could only be opened by the owner. BTW if any of you think this is a good idea and want to make it, go for it just remember I want a free one for giving you the idea lol.GAMEDESIRE
Dobranoc dla wszystkich ludzi Gamedesire, dziękuję za uczynienie mnie spędzić przyjemne chwile, przepraszam za nie rozmawiać z wieloma, ponieważ mam języków krzyżowych, dużo podróżować i mówić po angielsku, ale na pandemii jestem w Argentynie, i mieszam hiszpański, angielski i mój własny język, proszę proszę dbać o siebie, dziękuję z serca!!!Jokes
My Ex wife called me up and said our daughter called me a bad name, I asked her what did she call her, she replied I am not repeating itI asked her was it the B word she said NO I then asked her if it was the C word she said NOThen I said well she didn't hear it from me.Dear Voters
Much of what I see in America troubles me greatly. The point on my mind today is the erosion of the first amendment in the name of kindness, or of seditious speech, or any infringement on that most sacred of our rights.
As a girl, my father taught me an object lesson on this issue early on. The Klan was holding a rally in Dallas, where I grew up, and I told him that they shouldn't say those things, or even think them, because it was evil. His response was to tell his five-year-old that while I might not like what was being said, as an American, I had to be willing to defend to the death their right to say it, because freedom of speech was not guaranteed in all countries, and that it must be zealously guarded in order to maintain it.
The lesson stuck. I see a lot of people saying things I don't agree with, or don't like, or don't think are wise. I see the bully media, our political class, and bots on Twitter (may it go bankrupt) drumming up hatred and division between us, and we the sheeple going along with it and even joining the chorus. At the rate it's going it won't end well.
Thomas Jefferson believed we would need a revolution every 50 years in order to maintain our republic, and maybe we do -- that decision is well above my pay grade. But I think we can all take a note here and consider our rights -- and our obligations.
We have a right to free speech, and concomitantly an obligation to use it wisely. We can't control the braying chorus, but we can control ourselves.
Dear Mr President
Dear Mr President,Do you not think it may be time for you to stop all these temper tantrums and inciting violence to try to keep you in charge of a country who no longer wants you to run it. My brother and sister were BOTH supporters of you all along. I did not dare say anything against you or your policies to my brother, but the way you have been presenting your self since the election is not that of a strong businessman You are acting more as one would expect a small child to act if someone took away their favorite toy. All the yelling, texting, posting, and inciting others to do your dirty work for you does not show a strong figure to whom I would want to put my loyalties behind.All you had to do was be professional as so many of your predecessors have done in the past, finish out your term and hand the keys to the white house to the next man in line. In instead of presenting yourself as a good strong man who always had the best interest of this country in his heart, you are stirring up those who think you were a good man and causing riots in an attempt to strong arm yourself into another term. Sir that is not how this country works. We would not still be here as a strong united country if those that came before you had all acted like you are.I understand with all your wealth you are used to getting what you want, the bad thing for you is this country was not built by the rich and powerful people. It was built by the common man who put his heart and sole into keeping it strong. It is "A GOVERNMENT OF THE PEOPLE BY THE PEOPLE AND FOR THE PEOPLE". No here in there does it say that it is a government that follows just one mans opinions to the end. Why do you think presidents are only allowed 2 terms and not more?? It is because this country did not want a monarchy. The way you have been acting recently it appears you are an all powerful king not a president. The UNITED STATES OF AMERICA will not stand for this behavior.On a sidebar note you have children that some news people suggested may want to run for office in the future. Can you not see your actions at this time may hurt their chances of winning later? It is said the apple does not fall far from the tree. Do you not think that maybe people would flash back to your self centered, spoiled child behavior, and wonder if your children got into office, if they would react the same when it was their time to go?You should think of all the things I have said in this blog before making another move designed to disrupt the democratic process.Such is life .. Some play for keeps Some for fun
Well my old friend said to me That I ain't being what I'm supposed to be Well I don't know it could be true I know I wasn't always there for you And now you're ready to walk out You're ready to run Talk to me can't you see I would never want to do what it Seems I've done You can't deal me the aces and think I Wouldn't play Don't let this be the reason you would Walk away The things you think I should do I've never understood that part of you You know I've tried to be a friend But you feel underminded and hurt again Now don't let it convince you Please don't take it to heart Compromise and realize You can never really run everything You start You can't deal me the aces and think I Wouldn't play Don't let this be the reason you would Walk away And I guess I said I couldn't see How thing's could turn out like they've Come to be And if I lied and if I knew Well I was only trying to think of youYa No Insistas Corazón
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ywHnFq1YqAsome horse racing methods i have discovered and will share and maybe you can refine them
like most discoveries, i fell upon this by accident and it was because of something that would frustrate me at first. i call this THE SUPER FAVORITE. i was testing another system i bought. it uses the odds of the last three races. you add them up and if they are less than 12, it provides the ideal odds range to bet these horses because they are overlays. i won't tell too much about this system, since i bought it and don't want to get in trouble, but it is called "across the board overlays." you don't find alot of races where a horse fits the requirement of the odds total, but what frustrated me me was when i would find a race where more than one, sometimes even three horses all had odds in there last 3 races that total 12 or less when added up. this system, generally, focuses on horses that have very low odds in their last three races, and usually are the favorite or very close to it in all three of those races. the frustration came when i would finally find a horse that qualified this way then then there is another horse or two in the same race that also qualify. this is when i noticed something......when there are more than 1 qualifiers, especially more than 2 qualifiers....whoever ends up being the favorite at post time is a SUPER FAVORITE and is almost damned sure to win. these horses were ranked , by the betting public, as top contenders in ALL of their last three races and whichever horse out of these ends up being the favorite tonight simply has to be one hell of a horse. something is up....especially if it is a hot favorite. now, i made a previous post about when to bet beaten favorites....this SUPER FAVORITE, is probably one of the best beaten favorites to bet next time, ESPECIALLY if its odds remain low or it is a favorite again. i did a short study, because it is tedious to keep trach of when a horse runs again etc.....but out of 10 races, where a beaten SUPER FAVORITE ran again....7 out 10 races winners, 2 seconds and 1 third. and these horses win with authority and run very determined races. if anybody has any ideas or wants to tweak this method, maybe you will give me a post.the nest system i've been tracking started as a joke and is so ridiculously simple i am having a hard time believing the results. i use this at the harness races and it is a long shot system. the system?? whichever horse has the fastest THIRD QUARTER FRACTION in its last race. that is basically it...it is stupid that this works so often. people focus on the first quarter speed of a horse...or the final ( FOURTH ) quarter speed, and completely ignore the THIRD QUARTER. if you go and check out the last month of harness racing at woodbine/mohawk and and see the results of the horses with the fastest third quarter fraction, you will laugh and how often they win and how huge the payoffs are. i am just tracking this method but i would not bet these horses at odds lower than 5 -1. they are coming in at 20 -1...30 -1.....i got one at 60 -1 ....and all it took was about 10 seconds to scan the program. thats it...ONE FACTOR HANDICAPPING. there are some things or rules to consider, it tends to help the selection process. the time should be on the same track ( but you can catch some horses coming from lower class half mile tracks that show a third quarter time even faster than the horses its running agsinst have shown at woodbine/mohawk ). the horse should show improvement in its position and lengths behind, it doesn't have to be much. this enforces that its fast third quarter time was a good effort compared to the other horses and that it just wasn't only running AS FAST as everyone else. if it shows a fast third quarter time and EVERYONE ELSE was also going that fast, because the horse hasn't improved or has lost ground, then the third quarter time doesn't suggest anything exceptional. works best when the selected horse is starting from the inside post positions and has to work less to get a good position at the start or have to come from too far back ( for woodbine/mohawk, post position 6 and lower, post 6 is actually the best performing post position for some reason ). avoid races where there are ties. only bet when the odds are generous, above 5 - 1 at the very least. these horses tend to be overlays, i believe, because the betting public focuses on early speed ( first quarter ) or late speed ( fourth quarter ) and overlooks the third quarter fraction and these horses end up being overlays. when these horses go off at 10-1 to 15- 1 i feel as confident betting on them as if they were at 3 - 1 odds. do not bet on them if they finished 1st or 2nd in their last race. you won't be getting odds and the horse has already been spent. there are certain races i will avoid, these being when the selection had a decent race and looks fairly well suited for the race but is the second biggest long shot or the biggest long shot and there are two horses in the race that are BOTH hot favorites and below 2-1 odds. something is up there.....the betting public can overlook betting value, but not by this much. the show payoffs are amazing and i would bet these horses in the following betting unit amount : 2 to win 2 to place 10 to show. these horses pay more to show than favorites or second favorites pay to win, you get all your money and then some. if you don't mind riding long streaks of losing, playing them to win is probably the best in the long run. they win about 25 percent of the time, in my estimation. if you have any ideas about these, or tweaks....give me a post. ( it is damned near impossible to have a rigid, completely mechanical method and set of rules when it comes to horse racing. but the experience you gain trying this method will develop a good instinct and you might find a few more rules or exceptions......however, i find when a system become too rigid, a lot of opportunities are missed, and if the rules are too lax, a lot of money is thrown away. yet i believe, just blindly betting the horse with the third quarter lowest fraction every time, when there are no ties, will wield you a profit. the payoffs are just too big and frequent )p.s one race result to illustrate the value you can get and why value is important. the 10th race at woodbine ( harness racing ) december 21. the number 4 horse, PREMIER CABERNET HAD THE FASTEST THIRD QUARTER FRACTION 27 3/5 SECONDS. it improved its lengths behind and had also made a big move to challenge for the lead during the third quarter when it ran that fast fraction. going off at 9-1. there was a very hot favorite that was dropping in class called MACK MY KISS, going off at 3/5. this means if you bet 5 bucks on this horse, you get back 8 bucks...a 3 dollar profit on your 5 dollar bet.......SHIT. it looked like PREMIER CABERNET was going to fade as they got to the top of the stretch with two horses ahead of him, but it rallied and got the motor running and about halfway down the stretch it looked like it was actually going to win it and just missed by a nose, so close!!! MACK MY KISS won. here is the point......i bet in units of 2 to win 2 to place and 10 to show. lets assume that is 2 dollars to win and place and 10 dollars to show......MACK MY KISS paid a lousy $3.30 to win....a lousy $2.80 to place and a shitty $2.50 to show ( for each 2 dollar bet ) if i bet him i would have gotten back, 3.30 + 2.80 + ( 5 x 2.50 = 12.50) for a total of 18.60 - my intial 14.00 dollar bet = $4.80 profit....and we won the race!! but i bet PREMIER CABERNET, who just came second, and i got 8.90 back for the place bet and 5 x 3.70 = 18.50 for the show bet for a total of 27.40 - 14.00 (initial bet ) = 13.40 profit.....essentially double the amount i bet. almost 3 times more than the winner. this is why...it is not about picking winners, its about betting on value. i don't know why people will pile on a horse like this and bet into a horse going off at 3/5 odds, but it is good that they do, they create opportunities for me. my horse paid more to SHOW than the winner paid to WIN for christ sake.one more simple angle for horse racing, when to bet beaten favorites.
a beaten favorite is a horse that had the most money bet on it and had the lowest odds in its last race and lost the race. the betting public , by making it the favorite, have ranked it is the best horse in the race, usually in a field of 8 to 9 horses. what has been observed in horse racing, is that losing favorites tend to 'bounce back' in their nest race and win more often than they should next time out. quite often, if they don't race very well when they are the favorite, the betting public tends not to bet as much on them next time out, and these horses 'bounce back' and win at very generous odds. so, when is it the best time to bet a losing favorite?? i am only going to give you the most basic and simple form of this method : the best time to bet on a losing favorite in its next race is WHEN IT IS THE FAVORITE AGAIN. that is the nuts and bolts of it. there are a few other factors, like, make sure the last race it was in, where it lost as the favorite is NOT the fasted race it has ever had or the fastest time in its last 6 starts. for some reason, horses that ran their fastest time in their last race do not win as often as they should next time out. weird, but true. a beaten favorite that becomes the favorite again in its next race has a staggering win rate than can approach 66 percent. these horses are almost certain to run at least third, a SHOW BET more than 90 percent of the time. the time factor helps and the horse having one of the top 5 drivers/riders helps but basically....he was the favorite last week and lost, tonight he is the favorite again......bet that sucker!!! this is a brutally strong angle.for those of you that like horse racing, a very clever method of selecting high percentage winners that is a hidden factor
the beauty of this method is that it is invisible by looking at the racing programs past starts. for this method you need to see the chart results of the last race a horse was in. here is why, you can, for example see in the programs past performances that a horse finished second by half a length in its las race, and find another horse that also finished second by half a length, yet one of them is a vastly better bet than the other, regardless of time. let me explain first that horses that have won in their last race are more likely to win again than horses that did not win in their last race. similarily, horses that finished second have a better chance of winning than horses that did not do as good as second place. but not all wins or second places are the same. a horse that just manages to win by half a length will not do as well, in its next race, as a horse that wins by 6 lengths, or 2 lengths, etc. basically, horse that blow away the field by large margins tend to do much better in their next race than horses that win by close margins. sometimes, huge margins are concealed by the way the race programs past performances are presented. what if the program shows a horse won by half a length, but when you look at the chart of the race, you see that the winner and the second place horse were BOTH AHEAD of the rest of the horses by more than 6 lengths?? all the program will show you is that the horse won by half a length and you won't know that the winner and the second place horse obliterated the field. THIS is what you look for in the charts, but you focus only on second place finishers that were ahead of the rest of the field by 6 lengths or more. what the average race goer will see is a horse that finished second by half a length, what you WILL SEE AND KNOW is that this horse almost won the race by more than 6 lengths. we focus on betting second place finishers in this manner solely because horses that won their last race tend to get over bet and usually you will not get big odds on these horses. but second placers get less betting action and have much more generous odds. what are the odds a horse that finished second, WITHIN A LENGTH OF THE LEADER ( A CLOSE RACE ) and was 6 lengths or more ahead of the rest of the horses?? 40 percent. this is a staggering win rate, most favorites average 33 percent. and the beauty of this is that this information is hidden and not apparent on the daily racing form. for a 40 percent win rate you should be getting odds just above even money.....about 6-5, 7-5 odds......but these hidden second place finishers, which essentially are 6 length or more winners will go off at much bigger odds than those in their next race. you'll get 3-1, 4-1 even bigger odds than 10-1 on these horses the nest time they race and they will win 40 percent of the time. you're welcome. this will work both for harness racing and thoroughbred racing. ( the only draw back is you don't get many plays but do you want to bet a lot of races or make money? the few successful racevtrack players do not bet every race but wait for these solid plays and bet big when they see them. )Que Lo Nuestro Se Quede Nuestro
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4lZHCgefMIHere are 12 things to consider as we get closer to closing the door on one of the most trying years of our lifetime:
1. The dumbest thing I ever bought was a 2020 planner.2. I was so bored I called Jake from State Farm just to talk to someone. He asked me what I was wearing.3. 2019: Stay away from negative people. 2020: Stay away from positive people.4. The world has turned upside down. Old folks are sneaking out of the house & their kids are yelling at them to stay indoors!5. This morning I saw a neighbor talking to her dog. It was obvious she thought her dog understood her. I came into my house & told my cat. We laughed a lot.6. Every few days try your jeans on just to make sure they fit. Pajamas will have you believe all is well in the kingdom.7. Does anyone know if we can take showers yet or should we just keep washing our hands?8. This virus has done what no woman has been able to do. Cancel sports, shut down all bars & keep men at home!9. I never thought the comment, “I wouldn’t touch him/her with a 6-foot pole” would become a national policy, but here we are!10. I need to practice social-distancing from the refrigerator.11. I hope the weather is good tomorrow for my trip to the Backyard. I’m getting tired of the Living Room.12. Never in a million years could I have imagined I would go up to a bank teller wearing a mask & ask for moneyHappy New Years to "ALL"
As we start the New Year, we really need to focus on what good the future holds for us all and try to bury the bad the previous year has laid on us. I am sure we can all agree that 2020 was one of the worse years in the lives of many. Over 330,000 of us have died and many more projected to. My heart goes out to all of you that have lost loved ones and close friends. Now as we still face this terrible pandemic, a new year, another daily challenge, we need to pull together and help one another. Together we can achieve great things, divided we can not. My New Years resolution is to help more people than I did last year. Reach out to more, talk to more and be focused on the good I can do that makes a difference in another persons life. I ask all of you to do the same. Build people up, not tear them down. Encourage others to be strong, not weak, create opportunities for those that may not have had them without our assistance. If its in your heart to do good, then good will be done. As you step into the New Year, step in with a smile on your face and positivity in your heart, No life is perfect, no person is perfect and no year is perfect and we must learn to embrace everything with its own good and bad. Your present circumstances don’t determine where you can go, they merely determine where you start. Wishing you all 12 months of success, 52 weeks of laughter, 365 days of fun, 8760 hours of joy, 525600 minutes of good luck, and 31536000 seconds of happiness. Happy New Year!New Year, New Beginnings, New me
~~Change is Difficult ~~"Let go of people who are not prepared to love you. This is the most difficult thing you will have to do in your life and it will also be the most important thing. Stop having difficult conversations with people who don't want to change. Stop appearing to people who are not interested in your presence. I know that your instinct is to do everything to gain the appreciation of those around you, but it is an impulse that steals your time, energy, mental and physical health. When you start to fight for a life with joy, interest and commitment, not everyone will be ready to follow you there. This does not mean that you need to change what you are, it means that you must let go of people who are not ready to accompany you. If you are excluded, insulted, forgotten or ignored by the people you give your time to, you are not doing yourself a favor by continuing to offer your energy and your life. The truth is that you are not for everyone and not everyone is for you. This is what makes it so special when you meet people with whom you have friendship or love. You will know how precious it is because you have experienced what it is not. The more time you spend trying to make yourself loved by someone who is not capable, the more time you spend depriving yourself of the possibility of that connection with another person. There are billions of people on this planet and many of them will meet you, at your level of interest and commitment. The more you stay involved with people who use you as a pillow, a background option or a therapist for emotional healing, the longer you get away from the community you want. Maybe if you stop showing up, you won't be wanted. Maybe if you stop trying, the relationship will end. Perhaps if you stop sending messages, your phone will remain dark for weeks. This does not mean that you have ruined the relationship, it means that the only thing you held was the energy that only you gave to maintain it. This is not love, it is attachment. It's wanting to give a chance to those who don't deserve it! You deserve a lot, there are people who shouldn't be in your life, you will realize. The most valuable thing you have in your life is your time and energy, as both are limited. As you give your time and energy, you will define your existence. When you realize this you begin to understand why you are so anxious when you spend time with people, in activities, places or situations that do not suit you and should not be near you, you are robbed of energy. You will begin to realize that the most important thing you can do for yourself and everyone around you is to protect your energy more fiercely than anything else. Make your life a safe haven, where only ′ ′ compatible ′ ′ people are allowed with you. You are not responsible for saving anyone. You are not responsible for convincing them to improve. It is not your job to exist for people and give your life to them! Because if you feel bad, if you feel obliged, you will be the root of all your problems by your insistence, fearing that the favors you have not been given back will not be returned. It is your only obligation to realize that you are the master of your destiny and to accept the love you think you deserve. Decide that you deserve true friendship, commitment. "True and complete love with healthy and prosperous people. Then wait and see how everything starts to change and will change, that's right, with positive people and good energy, don't waste time with people. that is not worth it, the change will give you the love, esteem, happiness and protection you deserve.damn wouldnt it figgure age restriction
so i uploaded another version....enjoyhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lt-udg9zQSEwelcome to the machine
well been here goin on 8 yrs..being a poor fucker im still running windows vista...and according to GD "game room" isnt compatible with my dinosaur os..so i guess that ends my relationship with GD...been fun guys...and gals..unless....maybe someone has a suggestion..but im not holding my breath...welcome to the machine...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fn1R-5p_j5cGAMEDESIRE
Happy New Year everyone, God bless you.♥♥https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTfuK_DLjzUPRINCIPLE VERSES MONEY
I want to pose a few questions to you all. Why is it so hard for some people to understand why someone would choose not to pay a small price for something, but rather take another way that would take longer and more work to get the same result, if the money charge goes against ones principles? Such as if you had been getting something for free and then suddenly you are told you must do X amount of work or pay a small cash amount. I would rather do the work to get what I want instead of paying the small amount in cash. I feel this way not because I could not afford the small amount, but rather because I think it is wrong to charge a price for something you had been getting for free for years, and some people still do get for free.Next question: Is it wrong to be annoyed with a friend when you lend them some money for a really good reason, and frankly do not care if you ever get it back, but they stop answering your calls to check on them , and do not call you back? Example: I have a couple friends that mean a lot to me. They are mother and daughter, but the daughter has always felt like my little sister. Over a year ago, we found out the mother had dementia and the daughter needed help to get her mom in a care place. I very willingly loaned her the money and told her it was no hurry to pay it back. Frankly I do not even care if she never pays it back. I have received many blessings this year, but what does other me is when I call my friend to check on her mother she never answers the phone or returns the call. She forgot to tell me where her mom was so I can not call her mom to see how she is doing. Around my birthday this year I got 3 very beautiful birthday cards from my friend. What she wrote in the one was so sweet it made me cry. There was no return address on any of the cards, and I tried to call her and thank her it went straight to voice. Am I wrong to think she should give me a call and let me know how she and her mom are doing? None of this has been about money. I just want to know how my friends are doing. It sucks with all this pandemic crap going on to hear nothing from them and to have no idea if they are even still alive or not.I have a problem with people breaking promises to me. I was looking for a new fanny pack a few months back and found one I was thinking of buying. Another friend of mine told me to go ahead and get it and that she and her sister would send me the money to pay for it as a Christmas present, so I did. Christmas came and went and they did not keep their promise to send me the money for the fanny pack. I have not said anything to them about it , because it was never about money, but am I wrong to have my feelings hurt that they promised to do something and did not do it, especially when I do not break promises to them?I do not need the money and that has never been the issue. My issue is how do you trust someone again who did not keep their word? I have no intention of saying anything to them about it, but it hurts when she shows you what she got everyone else for Christmas and did not even send you a card after promising to pay for the fanny pack as your present. I have never worried about money I have gave or lent to people. There is something in the Bible that says (and I hope I quote this correctly I am sure if I do not someone will correct me lol) Give to anyone who asks, and what things they try to take away from you do not try to get them back.And final question: Is it wrong to have hurt feelings about something even though you know in your heart you should not, because the person or persons that have hurt your feelings are just being who they themselves are? When I get my feelings hurt I try not to let the person that did it without meaning to do it know that I am hurt, but it is hard sometimes. Anyone who thinks any of the people I spoke about in this may read it. No worries there as none of them read blogs :)Wait for it
Wait for someone kind.Wait for someone respectful, not only in the beginning stages of the relationship when things are bright and beautiful, but also when things get hard. Wait for someone who respects your boundaries and does not force you to do things that you’re not willing or ready to do.Wait for someone who is giving and does not keep count of the good things they do for you.Wait for someone who challenges you mentally. Someone who inspires you to be a better person.Wait for someone who takes their time to learn and understand you.Wait for someone who is consistent with their efforts in showing you how much they care about you.Wait for someone who wants to be part of your world, and wants you to be part of theirs.Wait for someone who lets you know you’re on their mind, someone who checks in on you, someone who wants you to know that they care for you.Wait for someone who is willing to commit to you, someone who is willing to choose you.Wait for someone who makes love feel easy, calm. Like coming home.Wait for someone sincere. Someone who doesn’t confuse you because their actions match their words. Wait for someone honest.Wait for someone who does their absolute best to not hurt you, someone who strives to protect your heart.Wait for someone who will choose you over and over and over again. Love is a choice you make every single day. You deserve to find the kind of person who shows up for what you share, someone who believes in it.Wait for someone who’s not perfect, but rather, real. Perfect is an illusion. Real is where you find something rare and special.Wait for someone who reminds you that love was always meant to be soft.Take my Breath away..... : )
SO TAKE A LOOOK AT ME NOW,THERE IS JUST AN EMPTY SPACE...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fUis9yny_lIMerry Christmas ALOHA
I hope you are not TOO upset after what happened to you. I know it must be embarassing, but I'm sure you'll learn to live with it. We should all live & learn. :)MERRY CHRISTMAS
On this day before Christmas I am not resting well. This is going to be a really lonely Christmas. I know it needs to be this way for now, but I keep finding my mind drifting back to Christmas' past. We were very poor when I was a child. My parents raised 5 children on only $250 every 2 weeks, and that is without state assistance. For Christmas we would each get 1 toy usually and the rest of any presents we got was clothes and things we needed. We did get some things in our stockings. It usually was not much a candy cane, an orange and or and apple depending on what we had money for, and a handful of chocolates and hardtack candy.My mom would make potato candy ( it was a potato boiled with the skin on then skinned after it was cooked. It was mashed while still warm and confectioners sugar was mixed in with a tsp of vanilla. She would keep adding sugar to the potato till it was stiff enough to roll out like you would dough to make a cinnamon roll. The hotter and bigger the potato is the more sugar it takes to make it roll out. Then she would spread it with peanut butter, and roll it up like a cinnamon roll. She would then slice it into pieces about a half an inch thick, and dip both ends of each piece into confectioners sugar before refrigerating it.) Anyone who has never had potato candy I can tell you it is really good. It was something we only had at Christmas, and that made it special.My dad would usually wait till the Christmas tree till the day before Christmas to go get the tree. I remember this one year my dad went out late to get the tree, and when he brought it home and untied the twine he had tied around it to hold the branches in place. He stood it up in the mount, and my mom walked around the tree to have a good look at it. She said to my did, "Did you even look at this tree before you chopped it." He said, Yea, looks good doesn't it?" Mom said not from where I am standing. Dad walked around the tree to discover all the branches had been cut off the back side of the tree. ( probably to make a wreath or a grave blanket.) Dad did not miss a beat he said, " Ok we will put that side against the wall." That problem was solved.If I can not have a good family Christmas this year I will just remember the good ones from the past, and dream about a better one next year. Till we can all get together with our families again try to keep the hope , Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to everyone. Just remember one thing it is not about the gifts or even the family gatherings Jesus is the reason for the season. It is his birthday (according to history) and it still will be even if we are all alone.Just a Lizzy moment.. I so dig the female species that rock!
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