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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=djNvLU3GQb8LOST LOVED ONE
The call came in today. My nephew has passed away. Far too young he has left us. Sometimes life seems so unfair. Just 2 years ago both his parents died. At times I want to cry, but I must remember 3 or 4 years ago we nearly lost him. The doctors said there was nothing they could do, but still he pulled through. Although I am sad and will miss him, I must be regretful for the last few years we had him with us. I remember the Christmas at his dad's house the year we nearly lost him. I could not believe how good he looked after being on deaths door step. It was so wonderful to see he still had his sense of humor after everything he had been through. He got me a little brown stuffed teddy bear. The bar farted lol I thought there was a button in the palls but there was not so then I thought it had a motion sensor it did not. So finally I decided to take the batteries out and put it in the box with my other presents and figure it out when I got home. When my nephew and my brother realized they had all the fun they were going to get with the joke, my nephew said don't you think you should take the remote too and handed me a small white button he had been pressing to activate the bear.lol My nephew always had the best smile, he was one of those people who made you smile when they did. It is sad we have lost him far too young. I know everyone dies sometime, but it sucks when someone so young dies. He was only 47. Had he lived till the end of the month he would have been 48. The saddest part of this story is they lost their dad in Aug. 2 yeas ago and their mom in Oct. of the same year. Now my other nephew has to deal with the anniversary of three family members he loved in a row Aug, Sept, and Oct. If you throw into that my dad died in Nov that makes 4 death anniversaries in as many months. We will put my nephews remains in the family plot with his mom and dad and my mom and dad and my sister. It is always hard when the younger generation dies before the older one.sinta by Aegis
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The following is a blog post from Sean Dietrich's daily blog post on Facebook. I think we all can relate to this topic.
This morning, I went to the gas station to get a newspaper, coffee, and lottery ticket. My bloodhound, Thelma Lou—poster child for moderate hyperactivity disorder—usually goes with me.
The way our morning routine usually works is simple: I buy a newspaper, maybe some powdered donuts; she steals my donuts, and eats my newspaper.
But this morning, when I walked into the gas station, something was wrong. Before I even got to the donuts, I could tell the air was tense.
The scene was this:
The cashier behind the counter was frazzled. She obviously did not know how to use the computerized cash register.
A customer at the counter was aggravated with her. There were five customers in line. They were all displaying universal gestures of annoyance.
Clearing throats. Folding arms. Tapping feet. The woman in front of me glanced at her watch. One man sighed hard enough to knock over a circus tent.
“Not-niceness.” That’s what we’re dealing with here. And it’s running rampant in today’s world.
The customers were growing not-nicer by the minute. Finally, a man slammed his change on the counter. Another man mumbled a cuss word before storming out.
One woman shook her head and said, “Learn how to do your JOB, sweetie.”
When I got to the cashier she was too overwhelmed to say anything. Who can blame her? It’s not every day five customers behave like walking-talking jack mules.
She was a woman who looked older than she was. Her hair was blonde. She had tattoos on her arms, and on her hands.
“People can certainly be mean,” I remarked.
“Yeah,” she said. Then, she sort of broke down. She placed her head in her hands.
“I just CAN’T figure out this computer,” she said. “I ain’t stupid, I know how to do stuff, but this thing’s acting weird.”
So, I made conversation.
This is what my mother taught me to do during uncomfortable situations. My mother believed in talking so much that others didn’t have to.
I inherited my chatty mouth from Mama.
And I learned a little about this cashier. She’s from Ohio. She moved to Florida to be close to her sister after her father died from brain cancer.
It was hell on earth, being her father’s caregiver. It was even worse after he died. She had no family left in her hometown.
So, she crammed her children into a car and left for Florida. She had nothing but car problems along the way. She broke down twice, and burnt up her savings getting into this state.
She applied for jobs and finally landed at this one. She also has other jobs. She works on a painting crew. She cleans pools.
Her oldest child has a mild form of autism. She and her boys live in a house with her sister’s family. Eight people live under one roof, altogether. Eight.
There is a lot going on underneath that face of hers. And even though she doesn’t say it outright, I know she still misses her father, she feels like a burden on her sister.
I also know she is running low on sleep, and I know that—thanks to the miracles of technology—today she feels like a complete moron.
I left my cash on the counter, and exited with powdered donuts, coffee, and a newspaper. But I’ve been thinking about her all day.
I suppose I wish I could rewind this morning and start it over for her. I wish I could paint her day bright gold, and tell her everything is going to be okay—even when it doesn’t seem like it.
But I can’t do that. All I can do is write a few hundred words and hope she sees them. And if, by chance, one of rhode annoyed customers reads this, I’d like to say one more thing:
I hope you have a perfect life, friend. I hope you have everything you need to be happy. Big things, small things, family, and friends.
Because one day, you’re going to have a bad day. One day, you’re going to feel like you might not make it.
You’ll feel lost in your own life; you’ll feel sad; and overwhelmed; and unsure; and incompetent; and worried; and weak; and tired; and afraid; and overlooked; and foolish. When that day comes, I sincerely hope that someone is nice to you.
Wherever you are. Whoever you are. However important you might be...
Be nice.
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About Death and Life
Death in a spiritual perspective
From a spiritual perspective, the most important moment in life is the moment we die. Life is meant as a preparation for this moment, in order that we may die in a harmonious and enlightened way. Therefore, not wanting to think and reflect on this moment, which will come for everyone, is from a spiritual point of view unwise and you are missing the most important point in your life.
After death
Have you ever been blessed to be with someone who just died without being taken by emotions? Then you must have noticed another quality present, a kind of quietness, as if time really stopped for a moment while outside the room it just continued.No one knows what will happen after death, also we do not know how we will react at the moment of our own death. In life we can have brave ideas about it, but only at the supreme moment, when death is (suddenly) there, will we really know and experience if we are ready for it.
An important realisation
An important spiritual experience to do with life and death happened to me about two decades ago. It just happened while sitting in my living-room warming myself to the central heating. Suddenly I saw it with my waking eyes but in a different state, and it was really overwhelming:Life and death are one and the same! There is no difference!
Yes your body will die, but something else, that cannot be described, just stays unchanged.
This realisation made something very clear:
If in life your focus has been only on your body and the material life, death approaching you can be very scary. The same is true for exclusive focus on the mental life and emotions. Because it seems so definitive, you believe everything stops.
But life is not just your body; and not just the house you live in and the car you drive. That is only a very small part of it.
So if, when you are dying, your focus in life has been on that which is unchanging, you will know – by a certainty we shall call Nâm – nothing will change. Death is then just another path you take.
A very different perspective, is it not?About letting go
Realising that Life and Death are one and the same is one important step. Learning and practising letting go is another important step and something to do for the rest of your life.It is a way of living that transforms your life and brings harmony, inner peace and
Well-Being in living and post-living.Living a more spiritual life means living a life of letting go. Learning and practising this in daily life will help you to let go of everything once the moment of death approaches you.
This daily practice is what counts because we can have beautiful ideas about dying, thinking life will go on once we die, but when the moment is there we still have to do it – we have to let go of the life we became used to and got attached to and we usually have no idea how deep and subtle these attachments are. e Since we have a very strong identification with our life, as if we own it, letting go is not necessarily easy, although it can be. For example, letting go of a body we have become so used to, feelings and ideas that we consider as important truths and as ‘ours’, and of course those who stay behind and who might not yet be ready to let you go, is not so easy.
If we have not practised letting go already in life, we may have a very serious problem and death becomes a struggle once we die. It is not for nothing that the mystics say:
“You have to die before you die”
Being close to death
Some people are confronted with death by close friends and family who died (sometimes too young from their perspective) and yes that can be a very sad thing because you will have to go on without the other, which can, I understand, be very hard. So far I am very blessed with my loved ones still alive. Death came to me in other, many different, ways and I was lucky to have the opportunity to discover more about it from different perspectives like being close to death in an accident myself.Death has been an important part of my life in a very positive way which is why I am very enthusiastic to share this with others since it is not a sad, difficult and hard thing, it can be beauty in its purest form.
A young child I knew used to say:
‘What is the worst thing that can happen to you?’
And her own answer was:
‘To die, but that is not such a bad thing after all, so there is nothing to be afraid of’.Embrace life:
I believe that these different experiences with death, looking into it and not trying to walk away from it, really helped me to embrace life more. It brought a much deeper quality to life and knowing on other levels that death and life are one, helps me to attune to this every day again and to recognise it as more important than the material, mental or emotional world. I am very thankful to have discovered a life of letting go because it brings joy, happiness, fulfilment, meaning and well-being!———————
A text by Irma ten Brink
‘The Circle of Life” and ‘Dying in Spiritual Perspective’.
March 21, 2018Only God knows why...
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20 Hilarious Photos Proving That Mankind is Doomed
EspañolIn addition to the signs of impending doom that we're seeing in nature, there are certain aspects of human behavior that also seem to be pointing that way. Luckily for us, such behavior is of a much more light-hearted nature than all of the alarmist reporting that we see on TV! Here are 20 funny photos which prove that mankind really is doomed:1. The virtual bowler.
Bowling with parents or friends can be such a drag, so why not just pretend to bowl while they do the real thing?2. Using a microwave for a mailbox.
It seems that there was some confusion when the boss said he’ll be contacting him via Hotmail.3. Things that are called "fashion" these days.
This guy looks like he’s been smashed through a farm fence by a tornado.4. A bar of soap in a soap dispenser.
What seems to work in theory doesn’t always work in practice…5. Tattoos on the go.
Cleanliness, sterility and a definitive lack of wheels are all things you come to expect from a tattoo studio. There are none of those things in this picture.6. The diet alternative to... water.
When you see a diet water brand, then that is definitive proof that mankind is doomed.7. Using electronics to keep the rain off.
Kids these days haven’t heard of umbrellas, so they cover their heads during a downpour with laptops instead.8. "Sologamy" celebrities
Italian fitness instructor, Laure Mesi, spent $11,000 on a traditional wedding ceremony that included 70 guests to get married to… herself. She’s far from being the only person in a “sologamous” relationship either.9. Taking photographs of food.
What is it with everyone taking photos of their food and uploading them to social media these days? Just eat the food already!10. Idiot-proof labeling.
Nuff said.11. This four-wheeled contraption.
Driving is usually safest when done from WITHIN the confines of a car’s body-shell…12. Taking a scooter on the highway.
Fuel efficiency shouldn’t be the only consideration when purchasing a vehicle – doors might be a good idea too.13. A car-becue.
I think it’s pretty obvious why this one is a bad idea…14. Painting a ceiling like this.
Has he never heard of a paint roller?15. The world's obsession with smartphone camera filters.
What will your grandchildren’s grandchildren think when they see all of their ridiculous SnapChat selfies!?16. An electrical setup for the ages.
Please don't try this one at home...17. A gas-pumping pro.
Someone who’s actually too lazy to put the fuel nozzle inside her car’s filler. Now I’ve really seen it all.18. A pair of subway sitters.
So much for “mind the gap” (as you get warned aplenty on London’s world-famous Tube) – these two are actually sitting in it.19. This cigar aficionado.
Risking your eyebrows is worth it to light a Cuban cigar this good.20. The door to nowhere.
Burglars shouldn’t be an issue, but getting your mail might be a bit of a do-or-die thing.Keith Urban " Never Comin Down"
https://youtu.be/tpLqiYLNsA4HOW LONG?
How long should someone let a loss eat at them? It does not matter if it is a relative , a friend , relationship or a pet that died, or if it is a treasured possession that has been lost or stolen. The question remains the same. How long do you grieve the loss of them or it in your life? How many times do you ask why? How many timed do you wish it could be changed? How many tears do you cry? How long till your broken heart can mend? In my time I have discovered one thing to be very true. It is easier to recover from a loss if it is not followed immediately by another. In 2016 we lost my older brother in Aug , my favorite cousin in early Oct, and my brothers wife in mid Oct. I was just starting to recover from those losses when my nephew who has fought cancer 4 times over the past 10 years had a relapse. Now I find myself bracing for what may be inevitable
the cancer is in an inoperative spot, and there may be no happy remission this time. Unless someone comes up with an amazing new cure for cancer I fear we may lose my nephew before Christmas. Part of me wants to go see him and part of me is frightened if I do I may not be able to hold my emotions together and I may end up crying my eyes out. He does not need that. He needs strong, optimistic, happy people around him. I do not do well at hiding my emotions when I am sad.I wish there were something I could do to save his life. I was watching a Halloween show one time I do not remember the name, but this little boy was going to die that night. His 3 friends found it out and tried to stop death from taking him. Finally death said to them the only way to save him would be for each of you to give up one year of your life. They all said they would do it to save their friend. Death told them think about this first it may not seem like anything when you have this much life left, but at the end that year will seem like an eternity when you do not have it. Still they insisted they wanted to save their friend so the deal was made and the boy recovered. How cool would that be if you could keep someone you love from death by simply giving up one year of your life. I wonder how many of us would make that choice. I know I would to save my nephew.I have a friend who has been morning the death of a friend of his for over 10 years now and he only knew that friend for 2 and a half years. How much must someone touch your soul that you would still morn their death more then a decade later after only having them in your life for so short a time?I know this all sounds kinda morbid and sad, and for that I am sorry. Lately I have found myself thinking a great deal about death, and how little I have really done with my life. I turned 60 this year and although I keep telling people I am shooting for 100, we do not really know how much time we have left on this planet. I guess my new obsession with death has come on the heals of my hospital stay in June of this year. I had a kidney stone and kidney infection and blood infection which was complicated by afib, and I spent a week in the hospital. I had no symptoms untill the day I went to the hospital. I had a blood infection and did not know it. I could have died and not know it till it was too late. When you take in to consideration my sister in law lost her father around my birthday, and he was not that much older then me, it makes me worry if I will also die too young. I am also grieving for the time I lost in my life to panic attacks.I look around and I see nothing of consequence to show for my life. I have no children, no business, no husband, no great art works that I painted, no books published that I wrote. I wonder if anyone will remember me when I am gone at all. Then a flash comes into my head and I remember a famous woman who did not begin painting till she was in her 90's can any of you remember her name?
And I think while there is life there is hope and I may yet some day leave some mark in the world to show I was here.The mere fact any of us are alive is a miracle all its own when you stop to think of all the things that could have went wrong on out trip from an egg and a sperm to a full grown human being. How long will it take for people to learn to look at what they have as a blessing instead of looking at what they lost as a curse?Congratulations!
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Good luck at the tables,LenaEmotional Roller Coaster- Reply (your comment option is closed)
Shut that door!! What do you do when someone at work is ignoring you? You move on!!!! If they don’t want to have anything to do with you—-why would you think one more moment about what their concerned with? Hey - my brothers want nothing to do with me? Hey that’s all well and good. They’re neurotic.Just because they are our family - doesn’t mean they have a big portion of act right. Sometimes our families are more hurtful to us than strangers. Feel your feelings of loss and separation, everything because it not healthy to keep having people that diminish your worth, hon. Those people are toxic. They operate on Fear Obligation and Guilt. All negative, controlling — and accusation, that your the problem - that’s a lovely fear tactic that gets used. Then there’s what’s called either grease or spinning. Both of those tactic’s are when a man will change the subject over and over to confuse you. You know what he is doing but he’s really trying to make you unsettled — he might ask you if you are sick? It’s a diversion tactic. Predators do it. They are good at what they do- and it’s a craft, I know I was just memorized. Man that have no moral fiber - at ALL. So be careful of anyone that’s too friendly. Too eager to help you —
Family ties are purely an emotional and instinctual bond. This feeling that you are experiencing is a genetic predisposition that over time we will evolve out of.
If they invite you to family gatherings, you can still attend. You just have to be mindful about what you share with them. There is nothing wrong with enjoying their company.
However, in most cases, you will find that certain relatives who harbor jealousy will usually not invite you to their events. You should not despair, and do not force your way into their world either. It is probably best that you limit your interactions with them.
Sometimes, these same jealous relatives may feel conflicted on the inside. They may actually be proud of you but are simply jealous that they were not able to achieve what you've been able to.
While that is sad, it is not your problem. You shouldn’t have to be overly humble and be ashamed of your milestones so you don’t offend your family members.
In time, you will either find that your absence has made their heart grow fonder for you or that nothing has changed. Search your heart to forgive them so that you're not consumed by bitterness.
Forgive them so you can ultimately release their hold over you and your emotions. You can only control your own actions and emotions. This is the only way to find peace.
I cannot tell you everything you need to know. God knows that... but one thing be kind to people as you can, and courteous . Be a good person. Stand for something. It’s okay if people decide to leave your life - it’s their loss. People come and go— that is life. It’s really hard and painful sometimes and I hate it. I guess it’s the whole life experience with other humans that you cannot control.
I really am sick of powerlessness. Sorry if my answer is odd... I hope it will help you somehow...
New site with tournaments
Hi!
Brainstorm needed!We will be starting work on creating a new tournament site. However, before we start, we would like to find out what you think should be on it?
Any ideas are welcome!Click here to see how the page currently looks like.
Good luck at the tables,
Lena
Emotional Roller Coaster
Let me just throw this right out there - Facebook is not the way to be informed of a relatives passing.
However it happened to me today. I knew my sister in law had been battling the cancer demon for about a year now and I knew that hospice had been called in within the past two weeks. So I knew the time was near. As a matter of fact I have been expecting the call for several days now. To my astonishment I learned of her death on Sunday in a Facebook post today from my nephew and niece. Just a generic post, to family and friends. My first reaction was sadness, then relief as I knew she would no longer be in pain. However Satan took it upon himself to point out that I was not even given a courtesy call. I tried to rationalize the situation, saying maybe I would get a call later tonight, but one never came. Thinking if my sister knew she surely would have called me. So I picked up the phone and called her to see if she knew. Yes, she received a call around 9:30 last night and she said my nephew said he would call everyone, so she didn't bother to call me. Hurt? Yes I am hurt. Surprised? No to be honest these actions don't surprise me at all. Same thing happened when my brother passed away 4 years ago.
Families are strange. Some close and some distant. Growing up as the youngest child of 5, I always felt very close to my brothers and sister. I never really noticed it, but after I married and started a family of my own, the closeness got further and further away. It started with the passing of my Father, then 15 years later my Mother, the rock of our family, passed away. My oldest brother tried keeping us all together but with time we all grew further and further apart. Then my oldest brother passed away, then another brother passed and the family I once knew became almost non existent. I have 2 siblings left now, a sister and a brother.
Life is strange as well. Families don't even take time now to sit at the table together to eat a meal. Very few even talk to each other. Parents are too busy trying to put food on the table, and keep a roof over their family's head, that they don't take the time to spend with each other and love on one another.
Death is final. You can't go back and apologize for words spoken in anger.
Love those in your life today and put away the hatred and anger.
Live and love for today, because yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come.
Game Desire Mobile -- Rip off
I just went on a mobile device for the first time here. WHAT A RIP OFF. It immediately started with the "Smart Stakes" option turned on, which put me in a 10K/20K table. Before I could get my bearings it cost me 20K chips, and I still didn't know exactly how to navigate the betting. It SHOULD start people either on a tutorial, or on a 5/10 (NOT 5K/10K) table. I am pretty pissed.Me and Bobby Mc Gee
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